Me

On apologetic matters and frustrating FYP:(

2011-08-06T10:29:00.000+08:00

My FYP is not over yet:( Ii was first told that ii need to re-VIVA then my VIVA should be at this friday by right, but then ii was told to redo my report also thus changed to next mon then due to the timetable of my supervisor and the 2nd marker, date is not confirm yet. Redo report also = printing 2 thick, binded sets of hundreds pages each. Double impact, ii dont know what ii should do, because of my FYP, ii had countless nightmares for don't know how many nights, ii burnt midnight oil for numerous nights, my tears shed for the countless setbacks ii faced during this FYP and the countless trainings ii missed during this FYP. I just pray for it to get over soon.

In addition, my relationship with MUTOU has been bumpy and rocky. Quarrels, lies, neglectfulness, unfulfilled promises, ... that fuel us to the state of no return, the stage where only one word that works, separation. This is the first and foremost relationship that Ii feel ii really give it all to make things works, but no matter how hard euu did, the other half is half-hearted, the relationship can result to the end. Even if ii truly loves him, ii know ii had to leave him, to stop the pain from excruciating. "Don't allow others to be your priority, when you are just an option".

All these things are actually what ii trying to drive off my mind and actually put an end to it , seriously.
Ii miss dancing alot alot lika seriously. Ii wish to put everything to an end so ii can work and dance like how the happy miee should be doing. However, ii still have to congratulate, Eric for getting engaged and may him and his fiancee stay blissful forever with love. Ii had so many people ii want to apologized to them and ii felt so guilty, nonetheless, he is one of the people amongst all of them. In the past relationship with him, the phone bill issue is one of the thing and ii actually went to the Changi Airport, wanting to send him off at that point of time. But due to the circumstances at that time, ii was late, the flight went off. Whenever he called from Taiwan, ii was working. Only a few calls before all these missed calls, my sense of inferiority seems to arise... ... I am sorry for hurting euu so badly, but thankfully, euu met someone better and is getting engaged soon, congratulations(:

For all the people who got hurt by miee in a way or another, Ii am sorry:(

Signing off,
MagMag^ ^)

♥

2011-07-12T18:10:00.000+08:00

Saranghae♥,

MagaJoy

不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

2011-07-12T17:18:00.004+08:00

吵架，我想大多数的情侣都会碰到过，彼此越是喜欢，而越容易吵架，

明明知道是很小的一点事，却到最后是那么的生气，互相挂掉电话，接下来就是冷战，

其实这个道理他一直都懂，他知道这是在乎的表现，所以他对她的爱从来就没有动摇过，

如果只有他那么想，那最后肯定有一方会承受不住的，因为他也不敢确定她是不是和他想的一样。

谈恋爱的人，是不是能较好地交流，这可不一定。有时，相爱的人反倒不能交流。林黛玉最爱贾宝玉，爱得不要命，可是一见面就吵、就哭。越是相爱就越容易吵架。薛宝钗为什么不跟贾宝玉吵呢？因为她不爱他。女孩子喜欢谁就跟谁吵，这一点对男士有极大的参考价值！

一个人对另外一个人的感情如果很一般，就很客气，很有礼貌，很尊重人家跟你不同的东西，有一种求同存异的倾向；而感情越好，对对方越关心，求同的倾向越强，达到一个峰值，也就是最高点，就接近全面求同。明知对方对自己有感情，感情强烈，就越不讲理、苛刻，有点专制了

所以今天我就详细的把吵架分析一下，希望看了的人能够看懂，把话读透！相爱的男女朋友

对方的一举一动都细细的看在眼里，会胡思乱想很正常的，所以，当你有了男（女）朋友之后

请对其他异性保持一定距离. 好好的去珍惜你身边那位会约束你，会吃你醋的人吧

不要觉得他（她）不讲道理，因为要讲理，那就做普通朋友好了，普通朋友不会约束你.

并且永远都会尽量顺着你，讲好听的给你.。

相爱的情人任何的吵闹，嫉妒，猜忌，孩子气，都是合理正常的。因为他（她）重视你，重视你们之间的一切

才会情感敏感而强烈.如果现在的你，正因为你的男（女）朋友无理取闹而生气，请拿起电话打给他（她）吧

冷战时期其实对方都想要给对方打电话，但互相也是在等着对方的电话，就是因为彼此都这么想

所以既难受又生气，甚至越想越气，最后闹的是不可开交，所以在他遇到这种情况的时候

他都是第一个说话的人，因为他知道她是那么的爱他，他也是那么的爱她，男人就应该让着自己心爱的女人

这个因为换个角度想一想你也是幸福中的人啊！

好好的珍惜你身边为了一点小事而吃醋生气的人吧，因为你拥有着这样的深深爱着你的人是——幸福！

情人心里面容不下一粒沙子，哪怕是很小很小.真正爱你的人是容不下你和异性单独聊天或单独出去的。

为什么要珍惜男（女）朋友？因为对方很爱你，会甘心情愿为你做很多事，很多普通朋友不会帮你做的事你的男（女）朋友都会为你去做。《打出来的男、女人嘴服，疼出来的男、女人心服。》

总之吵架的根本原因就是真爱和在乎的混合体！！这可是一份最真最真的幸福噢~

女人不吵了、不闹了、不叫了，就是真的不爱了

女人说要离开，是伤心了，是你让他失望了.

女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋友，不是她太贱，只是她舍不得 .

女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激一下你，让你多在乎她一点 .

女人不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信你接到电话、短信时，是否也同样的想念她 .

如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口.

女人总是在你面前假装很开心，不是她没心没肺，成天傻乐，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

男人其实你不懂！！！

老婆为姑娘时，生活在娘家，自小没吃咱家一粒米，没喝咱家一口水，就为一个“情”字，离开自小拉扯自己成人的父母，把自己的大半生托付给咱，嫁给咱为妻，以咱的父母为父母，以咱的兄弟姐妹为兄弟姐妹，你说，咱不对她好，能对得起自己的良心么？人凭良心混世界啊！

男人碰上爱吃的，甩开腮帮子大吃一顿，撑着了，觉得不舒服，得赶紧出去溜达溜达。想一想，老婆十月怀胎是多么不易，如果没有即将做母亲的喜悦作为精神支柱在那儿撑着，任谁给安上那么个大肚子也忍受不了。好不容易撑到一朝分娩，大命换小命，盼来个母子平安，孩子还得跟咱姓。你说，咱不对她好，能对得起她为咱做出的付出么？人心可都是肉长的！

男人女人都会“敏感”，但男人是对事敏感，一件事觉得不对头，事后越想越不是事，生气；女人是对话敏感，一句话听着不对劲，越琢磨越觉得不对味，生气。所以，作为男人，屈尊一下，多捡老婆爱听的说，哄哄她，让她高兴，咱也高兴，何乐而不为。

世上美女多得是，结婚了，就要心无旁骛，并且，千万不能拿自己的老婆与别的女性做比较。貂禅漂亮，但你也得有吕布的英俊模样和超群武艺，如果没有，那还不是望洋兴叹、空寻烦恼？也不是什么都不能比较，如果你同老婆一起上街，看到一位年龄、身材与老婆差不多的女士穿了一身漂亮衣服，那你一定千方百计鼓动她也去买一套，事后你一定会有额外惊喜。

人活一世，环境不同，家教不同，遭遇不同，造就了人与人之间的不同性格和习惯，到结婚年龄的人，性格、习惯已经形成了。古语说：江山易改，生性难移。男人结婚后，不要老想着按自己的要求和模式去试图改变妻子的缺点、不足和习惯，聪明的做法是从自身做起，按照老婆的喜好改变自己，这样坚持下去，久而久之，她会感到与你一起生活是最好的，是最适合她的，她就会把你当成最可信赖和最可依靠的人，想让她不对你好都难。

现代女性大多是工作女性，在外工作一天，特别在每月那特别的几天，女性比我们还疲劳，一定要做到共同承担家务。家务活繁而不重，每天周而复始，干烦了，是一种心理疲劳。我们通常说：男女搭配，干活不累，这个办法在家中同样适用。干家务和吃东西的道理是一样的：争着不足，让着有余。

自己的老婆自己疼，如果在这个世界上，你永远要是那个最疼老婆的人。

叫你一声老公，你就要肩负起男人的责任，要像棵大树，让你的女人小鸟般的依偎。

叫你一声老公，你要好好疼她、宠她，毕竟她为了你放弃整个天堂来追随你。

叫你一声老公，你要懂得谦和、顺从，女生都多情、敏感，所以会无理取闹只是想知道你有多么的爱她，这时你一定要懂得顺从、谦让、容忍，卟要和她吵架，卟然她真的会好伤心。

叫你一声老公，你抱她的时候一定要够用力，紧紧的把她环在你结卟结实都要显锝结实的胸前，当怀抱中的她把小脸贴在你脖子的时候，你要温柔的亲吻她的额头和脸颊，但卟要吻嘴唇！

叫你一声老公，每天早晨起来，你要噘起大嘴说‘老公亲一个，拜拜’。

叫你一声老公，当亲爱的她给你洗完臭衣服后，乖乖的说‘老婆辛苦了，来抱一下’。

叫你一声老公，她就把她的心全都给了你，你成了她的天空和世界，除了你，其余都是黑白的，只有你是彩色的。

叫你一声老公，当她流泪时，卟管是想妈妈了，生气了，受委屈了或是触景伤情了，你都要揽她入怀，任她哭个痛快，然后给她擦去脸上的泪痕，说‘别哭了，知卟知道你哭起来多丑，好了，衣服借你擦擦鼻涕。

叫你一声老公，包含了太多，两个人在一起，再多再亲的昵称都抵卟上这简简单单大众的‘老公老婆’。

叫你一声老公，甜在嘴上，暖在心里，无尽的甜蜜也会包裹着你温柔的心。

岁月的苍凉被天涯遗忘记忆中的过往堆积枕上……

男人不需要很多的财富,但必须有养家的能力.

男人不需要能力很强，但必须有保护妻儿的本事

男人不需要很坚强，但必须要让自已的女人有安全感

男人就该象个男人,负男人该负的责任,让自已的女人光彩照人！

It seems like ages when euu really want to be in that picture with miee.
It seems impossible to get back what it's like before.
It seems that the insecurities crept in more and more into miee, whilst euu dont even know or dont even understands how it feels.
It seems like in this relationship, ii am hurt so deeply than to even be feeling hairpee for being love.
Y, do ii even ii care to tear for euu while im sleeping?
Y do euu still have to appear in my brain while im doing my work?
Y, euu are always in my nightmare while ii cant sleep tight and sound?
Euu always torn miee apart for the things euu do, for the words euu said?
Have euu ever thought of how piercing those words can be that tear my heart into shred?

All we were left with, are those words that are left unspoken to the exact ending where we are landing.
And maybe, everything could end when ii totally disappear, by then hopefully, ii can walk away without faltering anymore.

Saranghae♥,

MagaJoy

Monday Blues :( ii need to be possessed by Barbarella Kate Spade!

2011-06-27T15:15:00.000+08:00

It's really a monday blues for miee, ii didn't went to school today, my head kept spinning today when ii woke up. Because it's really infuriating, ii didn't get to have a good sleep for these few weeks. I hope that the fact is (The age kept up with my body and not the vice versa). But it's very likely that ii will get my ass back to school for training and the short meeting for flashmob on 16th July. Really, ii don't think ii can cope with this semester workload, partially I'm to blamed because ii am one person who have always ignore the important things call time.

Sometimes euu ponder for suicidal thots, but euu know best that euu can't do it.

If success meant ii would have to do the things that ii don't like,

Ii will do it. Trying.

If my dream is a dancer even though Ii wish ii am a singer,

ii will chase it.

If it meant that to attain true love, ii will get hurt to the utmost,

ii will persist and fought bravely if it even meant that Ii will be the one who gets hurt

Because ii only live once to be who ii am, to reach out for the skies that barely allows miee to do so.

And for a special WOODBLOCK, who makes miee a happiee and yet sad miee.

-MagaJoy

Euu know euu cracked my heart till it shattered into pieces but each time ii have to place them bits by bits, pieces by pieces back like a jigsaw puzzle and it start all over again?

♥,

MagMag：)

Backk!:D

2011-06-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

Im really very sorry to have my bloggiee diary only updated now D: But really within all these times, the difficult times, ii have many things to deal with. My studies, my CCA, my work, my family, my relationship with mu tou...etc, making miee vexed enough.

I'll be back cause the photos can't load :(

FRIED EGG

2011-02-28T01:31:00.000+08:00

Im so stressssssssssssssssssssss recently, 'bout the exams and the job TRAININGGGGGGG:( Hopefully this week will end soon so that my troubles will be gone. Can ii end this soon? Im going bonkers soon. His birthday is the day after ii ends my exams so hopefully ii can clear my training by then, then ii will be focusing on IT-Show. ii need to earn more money, next semester will be a bottle-neck period when school commences. It will be 9am to 5pm for the In-house project everyday thus there won't be a great period to work:(

Im Like a Fried Egg now:'(

Bye World ♥,

MagMag=;(

Life gets hard aftermatch♥

2011-02-19T01:38:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, IM BACKKKK!:D EVERYBODEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!

Finally done with piles and piles of assignments, the shiok-ness really indescribable. Now, up next will be the horrifying exams, ermm... two papers. Thanks god, ii got study week this year. HAHA!

This year CNY, nothing special.
This Year Valentine, a bit special.
HAHA!:D

Now ii gonna post pictures aboutt the happenings starting from this year.
Here we go!

4 girls and 1 Crazy assignment ♥

Outings with my mu tou!(: ♥♥♥

After running(: ♥

The KPop Performance at ARENA(: ♥

Signing off ♥,

MagMag(Y)^ ^(Y)

:'(

2011-01-07T05:54:00.000+08:00

Wednesday
Shouldn't have met him that day. Ii feel so sick so sick. Fever just wont do the bidding and leave me alone, it has been bugging miee since Mon. Sorethroat and running nose making miee even more sick. Ii cried alone when he wasnt even back from work, ii went over to his place to wait for him. No appetite. We had a small arguments, I initiated breaking up after I had so m. Ii dont know what's getting miee to say that kinda stuffs, but ii feel damn guilty, Im nothing but a trouble to him. Damn Guilty:'( He replied : 　“你舍得吗" Ii couldnt answer him. "我就知道你一定会说这句话，所以我才跟你说我以后都不讲你了。”　我狠狠得大哭了一场，他的拥抱，很温暖。
He wont let go so easily. (': ii knew ii will weep for the whole month if I were to leave him, cause ii never knew ii fall so deep.

Thursday
He was sick. I was damn angry.Super duper angry, He got the virus from miee! Flu, Fever, cough and sorethroat! Im damn pissed off with myself. >:(

What A Girl Wants...

2010-12-02T06:13:00.000+08:00

1. Touch her waist. [ HAHA, VERY TICKLISHHH!!!]

1.搂她的腰

2. Actually talk to her.

2.跟她真正的谈话

3. Share secrets with her.

3.和她分享秘密

4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts

4.给她一件你的衬衫

5. Kiss her slowly.

5.温柔地亲她

♥6. Hug her.

6.和她拥抱

♥7. Hold her.

7.抱住她

♥8. Laugh with her.

8.和她一起笑

9. Invite her everywhere.

9.带她去你去的地方

♥10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

10.和朋友们出去玩的时候也带上她

♥11. Smile with her.

11.和她一起微笑

♥12. Take pictures with her.

12.和她合影

X 13. Pull her onto your lap. [WOAHHHH~ DONT WANT!]

13.让她坐在你的膝上

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

14.当她说她爱你多一些的时候，告诉她你爱她更多

15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

15.当她的朋友说ta爱她比你多的时候，要说不对，然后紧紧抱住她，使她不能到朋友身边。这让她感到被爱

♥16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.

16、见到她的时候，总是拥抱她，对她说Hi

♥17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

17.在意料不到的时候亲她

♥18. Hug her from behind around the waist. [ WAHHH! HAHA SUPER LIKEY♥]

18.从后面抱住她的腰

19. Tell her she's beautiful.

19.告诉她她很漂亮

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

20.实话实说告诉她你对她的感觉One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.而且一定要表现出你在说真话

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

21.为她开门，陪她走到车边（如果有的话）——这让她有安全感，再说了，有点绅士风度也不收你钱

♥22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.

22.当你真的这么想的时候，告诉她她是你的一切

♥23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.

23.如果她看起来有心事，问问她——如果她说没有，说明她不想谈！！！！——所以给她一个拥抱

♥24. Make her feel loved.

24.让她感到你是爱她的

25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

25.在你的异性朋友面前亲她WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US我们总是说不但是事实上我们有点喜欢你们挠我们的痒痒

♥26. DON'T lie to her [ YAHHH CANNOTTTT! LIE WILL AFFECT THE MUTUAL TRUST BETWEEN US!]

26.不要对她说谎！！

♥27. DON'T cheat on her!

27.别脚踏两只船！！

28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants [As long as Im with euu, I'll be fine(: ]

28.带她去任何她想去的地方

♥29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.

29.每天早上给她发短信或是打电话，告诉她今天要好好的，还要告诉她你有多想她

♥30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

30.无论什么时候，都陪伴在她身边，让她知道她永远可以依赖你

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.

31.很冷的时候抱紧她，因为这样她也可以抱紧你

32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.

32.独处的时候，抱紧她，吻她

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).

33.吻她的脸颊（告诉她你想吻她了）

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.

34.看电影的时候，把她搂在怀里，这样她就会自己把头放在你的肩膀上，然后请你微微抬起她的脸颊，然后轻轻地亲她

♥35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

35.永远不要让她离开，不管你是开玩笑还是真的生气了。如果她不高兴了，请安慰她

♥36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.

36.当人们开她玩笑，嘲讽她的时候，要替她说话

♥37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.

37.凝望她的眼睛，告诉她你爱她

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.

38.在星空下躺下，让她把头放在你的胸口，这样你就可以搂住她

♥39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.

39.和她散步的时候，握住她的手

♥40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible!!!

40.和她拥抱的时候，抱的越长越好

♥41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS

41.每晚都要给她打电话或发短信祝好梦

♥42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

42.当她哭泣的时候，安慰她，为她拭去泪水

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

43.晚上和她出去散步，走很长时间

♥44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her. [So that i'll know when to back off if euu don't love miee anymore.]

44.总是提醒她你有多爱她

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

45.坐在她后面一排，告诉她你多爱她，然后弯下腰吻她

46. Rub her back--feels good

46.用手摩挲她的后背——感觉很好

♥47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute [Thanks DarDar♥, euu always did that!^ ^]

47.她冷的时候给她你的外衣——总是感觉很贴心

♥48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good ;D

48.用手指在她后背写字——感觉很好

X 49. Let her sit on your lap (NO! Im gonna make him flat if I do so): )

49.让她坐在你膝上

♥50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly. [YARRRR DAMN PAIN, EUU KNOW!]

50.别戳得太狠...但是想和她开玩笑的时候就轻轻地戳她：D

51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.

51.在公共场合下握住她的手

♥52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL [LIKEY♥, This comforts her!]

52.告诉她她有多美——即使有一天她看起来不咋的

53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.

53.让你们的对话一直延续下去...她会和你一直说下去

♥54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionately and gently.

54.如果她的头发遮住了脸，拂开头发然后温柔又不失激情地吻她

♥55. Surprisingly sneak up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.

55.悄悄到她身边然后从背后抱住她——最爱

♥56. Kiss her in the rain.

56.在雨中吻她

57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.

57.把她像电影the Notebook里那样抱起来然后吻她

58. Slow dance with no music

58.和她慢慢地跳舞...不用音乐

♥59. Don't ignore her or be nerveous around her--everything is going to be okay.

59.不要忽视她，不要紧张，在她身边，一切都会好起来

♥60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and everything will be fine.

60.爱她，吻她，抱住她，这样一切都会解决

MMMmmm... Girls, what's your take?

♥Saranghae,

MagMag：)

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet♥

2010-11-29T15:41:00.000+08:00

I like not only to be loved, but to be told I am loved. I dont wanna be everything to everyone except being something to a someone. Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' But I says 'I need you because I love you.' ♥

You freed miee of those crazy bygones. Thanks god, I found You. (:

♥MagMag^ ^

It's shopaholic time!:D

2010-11-27T05:41:00.000+08:00

It has been such a long time since ii wanna get some clothing... sooooo --> haha online shopping! It saves time especially for a workaholic busy woman like miee!^ ^ All these clothes can be found on FashionDolly.com :D

Black Blouse- $18.90

White T-shirt $16.90

HAHA! This is nice♥ I will need this after ii graduate!;D

Dress- $19.20

♥ this! Been wanted to get this but havent got a chance HAHA!:D

White Blouse- 18.90

Dress- $18.90

Grey Blouse- $19.20

Dress- $19.10♥

GoodBYE!!!(:
MagMag^ ^V

Recent happenings... (STUPID THE ANIGIF WONT WORK) pls open it in new tab.

2010-11-17T08:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BURSTDAY, YONG CHENG (KORRRRRRR!)

HAPPY BURSTDAY, KIMMIEE BUDDIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!(: May euu stay pretty as always, may our buddies go all the way till we aged. The days we had, the time we spent together, the closeness between us, the laughters and memories that we shared and those stupid jokes ii crack to euu, the pain we both went thru, the weal and woes we shared, never leave miee once before even though the hard times we had. Thanks buddy, SARANGHAE!♥

I found mine after all these years of staying single(':

Thanks lovely, for being there when I was sooooooooooooo flared up for work stuff even after work. Thanks for being there when ii feel so sick:') Thanks for goin' out with miee finding yummi-licious meals. ♥

I had to admit that my tolerance limit is up for work, like a seriously ****. Im always feeling so pek-chek each time ii work. It's not about the new people and stuff, if it's regarding the heavy workload, I'm fine but not those stupid idiotic lame poodle and a stupid arsehole to step on my feet, bringing miee down and finding faults in whatever I do. Thanks uh, this is for euu:

Okay, though it might seem crude, but they don't deserve respect. Because if YOU, urself cannot respect others, ohh man don't even grumble or rant if you were not respected. Dammit! I should have simmer down, *sigh!

Okay. Ii gonna give myself a break for talking about all those things. Ii feel like dancing now, but due to its a public holiday, ii have to work and O sch will not be opening today so no dance this week for miee): sigh~ Once euu started dancing, urr passion will not grow smaller but grow even bigger than euu cant believe it had been part of your life routine alr.

(SIGHH!!! THE ANIGIF PICS DIDNT WORK, PLS VIEW IT IN NEW TAB, THANKS!(: )
Warmest regards♥,
MagMag^ ^(V)

♥Updates

2010-10-20T02:40:00.002+08:00

Happiee Burstday, Cecilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!:D

Happiee Burstday, Andyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!:D

Happiee Burstday, Callistaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!:D

It has been so long since ii update euu, my bloggiee diary! OOPS! :X

I have been getting thru all the ups and downs in this vacation totally. Ii went to work, with most of the working days ended with supper(s). Camps, that came about consecutively. Firstly it was NRA camp, which comprises much more of training then ICT Society bonding camp that was so fun that it stays in miee vividly.

The saddest thing that I'd ever came across in this vacation is I FAILED A MODULE! No words can describe how I feel, being scorned, not being able to dance or go for training for a total 1 sem. Ii guess Ii cant survived, but luckily my friend brought miee to O sch, else Ii will cry damn hard Ii swear! :'( It was a module that Ii least expected it to get a 'F'. That's it.

The happiest thing that occurs to miee was I've got somebody to love whom take great care of miee. The happiness that ii felt in the first time that is so real that ii cant believe myself even till today. Thanks god, Im able to find someone like him. For these 18 years plus of my life, it's the first time Ii felt so lucky being miee. All the unpleasant memories of those daunting past that drown miee can be overwhelmed by this kinda simple happiness Ii felt these days. To said, Ii dont know what ii can ask for anymore. (:

Been Getting bruise and injuries here and there, blame it on my clumsiness. HAHA! That's about it(: Update Soon!!! (Y)^ ^(Y)

Warmest ♥,

MagMag^ ^(Y)

What If...

2010-08-27T03:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes ii still feel a 'lil upset for losing the chance to what ii look for in my passion. It hurts, definitely. But Im tryin' hard to not think about it and wanted to train myself even harder but it seems the only time to be taught by other was only left with less than 2 months after the exams. I like the way it hurts that it gives miee a huge wake-up call. Imma need to train myself even harder 'cus ii knew that this is what i'd been wanted all along, w/o it, everything seems stark.

Sometimes ii really feel like giving up, but ii know if ii did, ii will cry like ii had lose sth that concerns miee so much, the thing that ii pursue for such a long time.

Sometimes ii feel im a bird with broken wings, at times ii dread now and envy where I've been.

But that's when quiet wisdom takes control, at least I've got a story no one's told.

I finally learnt to say, Whatever will be will be. I've learnt to take the good the bad and breathe. 'Cause although we like to know what life's got planned... No One knows if shooting stars will land.

Warmest Regards,

MagMag:|

when moments of glory fades...

2010-08-15T03:21:00.002+08:00

Sometimes ii pray for a miracle to happen to this family.

I tried. Making this family ties to be better. I cried. Pain embraces miee. I hate. Wishing I were not in this kind of home. I stressed. With all the problems arising. I struggles. Who to believe and finding solutions. I lost. To all the battle and fights put through for all sorts of stuff. I'm confused. Each time with all the things that happen. I yearn. Just to have a family reunion dinner. I live. For the sake of miracles.

I'm broken and torn like a shattered glass,

the pieces put together with scars remains.

I'm hurt with scars unhealed,

and once more it's broken with chips

which can never and ever be the same again.

It hurting and bleeding like just cant be stopped,

but nothing can be done to ease the tremendous pain.

I'm dried out and decayed like those fallen leaves,

with wind that blew miee away when my heart sank... ...

MagMag:'(

Lovely days(=

2010-08-07T03:30:00.003+08:00

TEEHEE^ ^(Y) It's an awesome Thurs and dope Friday this week. --> With the exception of getting rashes here and there and getting my finger cut w/o noticing it the whole day=.=!!!

Since Im so happiee about thurs and fri, then Ii will blog a post about it=)

Thursday:

Jolyn, Eve and I went to Cathay,Plaza Sing, Heeren and Cineleisure after skool. Woo hoo~ we were damn famished--> went to JustAcia:D WEEEEE~ withh those free flow of drinks and Ice Cream, we can almost felt the full stomach rising to our chest... This is the first outing that I'd ever went out with both of them=) Im seriously so happiee=) HAHA that day Im supposed to scout for my 1st dance shoes that imma gonna buy but it's alr so late that most of the shopping mall had closed.

I had a list of items that Im gonna get haha:D all kept in my brain(Y) Ha.. ii had only got a watch and memory card for my cam @ the end haha:D The day ended with pastamania, ohh yes the Al Fungi with cream sauce. EMm... the best Al Fungi pasta will have to be Fish & Co's in my opinion.

Friday:

Went to FarEast Plaza to get my dear dance shoes. Then, went for training:)

My ♥Alicia!!!(: Ii promise ii will clean euu evrytime ii bring euu out(:

My dear, ♥Jolliee(: euu had grown prettier Woohoo~ *Hugs!!! ii will type softer, *try* HAHA:D

Im so happiee, ii got the screen protector and case for my ♥Silver--> (Camera) haha euu got a home now. Haha im really getting crazy, imma soooooooo happiee=)

♥Saranghae,

MagMag(Y)^ ^(Y)

In Amidst of chionging DWA...

2010-08-01T05:26:00.006+08:00

Ii seriously think ii need to improve muchh more!!! PRACTICEEEEEEE!!!

Saranghae♥,

MagaJoy (:

EYESSSSS

2010-07-29T01:21:00.004+08:00

(Even though I'm not beautiful, it's okay... I just ask to become a stronger and better person) To become stronger, hurt is inevitable. To be able to soar, falling is unavoidable. Only thing to become a greater and better person, counts on us and we don't have to be a bad person before we can become a good person.

Scar grew deeper in my heart but tears... im controlling. I know I had to be strong as I had always been... The pain will tickles but emotion wont show... That's how I feel for this whole day. People tends to see those things they wanna see but not the slightest things that they could see. "Kip-sim ahh" 无论付出的再多，努力总是被抹掉，视为理所当然。在意的不是回报，但纯粹要的只是眼睛所谓的看得到。

Signing Off.

MagMag=|

It's superb long, do navigate away if it's bored.

2010-07-25T02:26:00.004+08:00

It's supposed to be a happiee day today and it is, but not when the night when shit happens.

I'd foreseen such case will happen and im seems to faltering.

I should be feeling happiee and ii was grateful back then when ii was on my journey backk home but not until the "almost over "day. Two cameras and two printers won, which was beyond whatt ii could think of or that ii had never went to such an event w/o having any skills for photography.Im awe-struck, as ii had never had such things happening on miee. The themes were: 1.) Flow 2.) Reflection 3.) Decay. The theme ii won was the 2nd and the 3rd one. It makes my day, and that it seems to be telling miee, maybe this could be what im looking for or even pursuing it as my future career. Endless thoughts flows in my brain. I had never regretted but instead glad that i had cabbed down to skool when im late.

Am i selfish or what, i dont know. Maybe I am, but I probably doin' it because i want to raise monies so as to pay off the debts like my bills, my lappiee bank loan and lotsa stuff. Am ii? I dont know why ii had been thinking about all this the whole night, im not emo but the words said by my dad just kept in my brain and repetitively chanting like a mantra.

Yes, I plan to sell off one of the camera and two photo printers. my dad says he wanna get one camera, yea' probably of the monetary stuff im in, ii was thinking maybe selling 100 bucks for that camera which costs 269bucks, so I propose to him ,maybe im too much. But this money could probably meant much to miee. I had never got a dance shoes for myself that I feel like getting one and ii really need one. Ii dont even had a proper shoes for dancing. He said," if that's requires money, nvmm we go geddit ourselves. Euu still dare to talk to miee about money!" then ii answered, " for money that ii have owned euu, ii'd returned them to euu".

In this family, my brother, my sister and miee, we went to work since 14. Our own bills we pay for ourselves, transportation and everything including our meals, we relied on ourselves to get our own allowances. Even though, we're tied up for the month but we kept pressing ourselves on. Even though, it's tough and it affects our studies but we got over it. Every clothes, books and things we owned, we geddit by ourselves.

Ya , admitting ii may be selfish as it seems, I hope I can earn myself sthh. I had not been able to get myself something that i'd longed for. I longed for a change in miee. I had always been looking at all the others mates who dance, they wear nice shoes, but only im the only who wear a shoes with "open-mouth" and worn-out. That bitterly sadness sank my heart that I really wanna to get one for my own.

For now, hestistation still persist... my buddiee asked miee to follow my heart. But ii cant even know who am i and how to think now. Should ii sell the camera or give it to my dad, can anyone advise miee? Ii really need advices:'(

Whether which choices made, 那都是未知数。

♥Saranghae,

MagMag：‘（

I AM MIEE(=

2010-07-19T00:56:00.002+08:00

Have You Ever?

2010-07-15T03:48:00.002+08:00

~ ShiYing: Yeapp, linked:)

This is officially my 100th posts in my bloggiee since 2007:) Weeee~ This few weeks had not been easy for miee, sorta like a crucial period. I've met problems with my two team assignments, the situation ain't favourable. I hope and wish that everything will pass by soon and proceeds to sem 2.

Worries flooded miee, as in I dont know whether I could pass my exams, GPA and all the modules

successfully this semester. Everything went so fast this semester that I couldn't catch up with what are taught, especially Acc & DWA. If i could not pass the above-mentioned, I cant attend any more NRA trainings and even the greatest "DANZATION" for ONE WHOLE SEMESTER. I know I will be devastated and my dream will be shattered for that period:'(

Have you ever wish you could be him/ her?

Have you ever find out why envious-ness has cover your whole mind wherever you go for the past xx years?

Have you ever try to change yourself to be as good as someone you envious but failed?

Have you ever give in your utmost effort in everything you do?

Have you ever know why being happy for the remaining days are so hard?

Have you ever love and lost somebody ?

Have you ever need/miss somebody so muchh that makes you cried?

Have you ever think that why are you such a guy-hater?

Have you ever think of why you will never have trust in people and love?

Have you ever wish to remove those things that has been bugging you since you're young?

Have you ever wanna coop yourself all alone just to refrain yourself from any hurt that you can get?

Have you ever wanna be alone without knowing anybody?

... ...

(Sorry, just kinda have a lot of weird thots in my mind)

Saranghae,

Cool MagMag♥(Y)^^(Y)

2 weeks of holidays had passed...

2010-06-28T04:36:00.002+08:00

Dear bloggiee,

im sorry to have leave euu alone for soooooo long... Holidays just aint holidays for miee:( Ii had soooo muchh things on. i'd been down with flu for several weeks and nothing seems to be on the right track. Trainings, class chalet, project, workk explained everything for my Holidays.

MAKE MY HEAD SMALLER PLEASE, OMGGGG!!! My head seems so detached from my body, 'cus it's so big, yea' even tho' my thighs and calfs are enormous too... LOL~

Didnt even get to chase my idols like any youngsters, seeing them screaming and interacting with my idols like jam Hsiao, Show Luo, U-Kiss and BEAST while im working nearby made miee die a little and little inside. Ha!

Imma very unsecure and worried for my results. It's definitely a superb disappointed one(s) but ii justt dont feel well. Ii need to work even harder too as ii had to at least maintain my grades for some unspeakable reasons.

I need to work more too, to get sufficient money to pay off everything and my expenses too. I think the only time that i'll able to start saving up my own money might have to be the time whereby i graduate:\ That's Crazy, people will already have thousands in their bank when they're my age now or even younger. BANGS~

Today, I felt as if im so inferior when working. I dont know when ii could overcome this feeling no matter where I am. It just don't go away. OMGEE!!! WHY AM I LIKE A EMO-KID SIAK...

放手了该回到原点，心会受伤也能复原

我会学着自己走出从前，祝福明天！（Forget everything that hurts) ^ ^(Y)

Saranghae,

Coolios MAG♥

Leave miee alone for now.

2010-05-19T00:19:00.005+08:00

Why is this happening to miee? tsk!!!=.=!!! My mood really went down a lot a lot... That was so unlike of miee these few days since Sunday... 4 Projects to be done , 3 to be handed up this week... bad working days, lost Candice [my diary which contains lotsa infos inside (hoursWorked, schedule, debit/credit notes...etc.)], bus broke down,bills are mounting up... etc

ii hate this kinda miee, Im not miee now, ii dont even know who ii am now="( Things gone, people(s) left, stress got on my head, it's such a humpy bumpy life im having.

Looking at the gargantuan reddish skies, the wind blew... *shuddering as perpetual gloominess entered my mind. Bits and parts of miee feels like wanna be drenched in the rain, admitting the hammer-like raindrops to fall upon miee. Everything left mercilessly with the rain except the woebegone miee. Liberty, please take miee away from this infernal land I'm in. Take Me. ='(

Please leave miee alone for this period, ii ain't the person im actually is for now.

Let those pains heals, let those tears stopped, let those unhappiness be erased.

Loves,

sadness-filled Mag'08

It's quite an awesome day♥

2010-05-15T00:36:00.004+08:00

안녕하세요 세상, 난 다시 오전!!!

The d'licious hokkien mee cooked by my colleague:) NAISEEE♥ on wed:)

Today met up for I&E proj with my teammates 11 in the morning but was late again for 30 mins:\ sigh~ then we proceed to discuss with the web interface-->Lunch-->continue--> went to studio 71 @ 4pm dance my way out man:)

ii then realized that ii really cant dance infront of people especially people im not close withh:( that's a bad sign... how am ii suppose to dance infront of so many audiences in Danzation, in dance com? *Bangs*

Really love the class today, we were taught by Ore today. That's the first time that ii ever went to a class which A1 & A2 combined together. The choreo today was like jazzy style , LOve it man!!!♥

HAHA ii overslept in bus again that ended up at JP again--> as usual 246:) love the night breeze when ii took the bus:) My favourite bus♥

Reached home 11 plus--> diarrhea-->hungry haven't ate my dinner yet:( --> eat a burger+ 2 plates of fried rice + a can of soya bean + 3 cups of water:) LOL~

Looking outside the windows, the sky was in red with hues of purple♥. Lightning could be seen, followed by the thunder, the night wind blew the scent of rain through the air whilst ii enjoy my food:)

The Final product:) ♥

*IMPORTANT: Rice must be the leftover rice(kept in fridge) that was cooked days before:)

Whatever goodie euu can think of ^ ^)

Carrots are better if euu diced them so that it will be soft after euu fried the rice:)

Personally, ii preferred the garlic to be diced until very very small that ii cannot feel that im eating it 'cus ii like garlic to be unseen:) After ii ate the fried rice, Garlics are invisible*like a never see it* AWESOME♥

Saranghae♥,

Coolios MagaJoy #08

If ii could have a day-off:(

2010-05-14T00:53:00.002+08:00

Words to describe myself for for this recent two- three weeks: Tired. Stressed. Sadded. Lonely. Sick.

Bz with sch assignments, practicals, ccas and workk:( Ii hope that ii could get a day-off and have a day totally for miee:( I'd got a nice 4 digit for my phonebill though... 80.80 haha LOVESSSSSSSSSS 8 :)

Loves,

Coolios MagaJoy #08

NO SCH HOLIDAY):

2010-05-04T02:24:00.003+08:00

♥♥♥

OMGGG!!! today's a tiresome day): if today was given holiday, maybe it will be better for miee:) ii got so many stuffs to be bz withh): DWA ,I&E project, DB practical(s)...etc. Still faltering if imma really gonna backk to volleyball♥, ii seriously miss it sooooo muchh, and all my vball friends... Im in a dilemma.

Ii went to NRA♥ today, taught locking by Sophan. We started with the Chaînés then the hand warm-up and hand workout, then to the choreo. others learn the choreo alr except miee totally clueless and 2 of them knowing few of the steps. The locking choreo was fun with exception of --> pacing, twirl then accidentally scratches my face...*in pain*
Ii was like a failure when learning the choreo... the tempo was a fast one:\ nvmm ii gotta workk even more harder to fulfill my dream♥:D

haha ii also wanna congrats those who got in:))) Hui Min, Murphy, Keane Teo, John liew:D

But also those who didnt get in, ii wanna tell them, if euu really have the passion for dancing... no matter where euu take up dancing, euu will be able to see a vast sky that urr dreams are nearing:D A dancer no matter where euu're from or where euu go, as long as euu have the passion, euu will be able to realise urr dream(Y) because ur passion for dancing has motivate euu to workk even harder:D Don't give up ookkiess? The only thing that ii know was that if euu still continue it, euu will be able to see the result, but once euu give up, EVERYTHING ARE GONE.

Cheerios♥,
happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

a sunshine happiee day:D

2010-05-01T01:02:00.003+08:00

TAN YAN!!!:D

Hi world, im finally done withh my hectic, boombastic schedule for the 2 weeks of schh now:D Yippiee!!!^ ^(V)

Today shall be the most memorable day for miee and my freshies and all:D haha~

-Went to sch @ 8am (late for 30 mins, Sorriee 06 peeps:X)
-Stomachache but after bombing the toilet bowl --> teachh 06<> the choreo
-EPIC #1: THEY WENT TO THE WRONG CLASS HAVING THE THOT THAT THE LECTURER WENT TO THE WRONG CLASS... HAHAHAHHAHA:D ~
-Went to makan-ing with fellow blomblomblom dance crew and Nadrah haha!
-Find my freshies and faster go thru the whole dance:D
-Variety Show
-Went to peek @ the ppl auditioning for NRA... saw SUIE and ♥HUGS:)
-ii fall asleep in the loft, (in ♥ with "♥take care of my girlfriend- BEAST/B2ST")
-awake by jess, Siya, Nadrah,LiJun, Tina...etc.

They: MAGGIEEEEEEEE~

Miee: (open my blanket, sat up straight) whatt time is it?

They: 930

Miee: OMMGOSHHH MY DINNERRRRRRRRRRR!!!( falls off from bed)

LOL

went to the kismis field bbq pit area... tripped by a stupid rockk...
Happily peeling the prawns withh Jess, LiJun and Tina:D Woots~ The housewife...
Alphonsus, the BBQ man of the day... the to-be-househusband (Y)
eat my FAVOURITE SOTONGSS, PRAWNS, satays, stingray, marshmallows...woahhh Good larhhs(Y)
1100pm gonna go off then ♥hug the girls woots^ ^(V) then give MY 1st GUY HUG to VINCENT... haha he feels so honoured man!!! even my 2 ex-s didnt even gett to hug miee!!! ICT-ians marhhs... we grew closer and closer to each another like a warm family whichh ii could probably cannot find this kinda warmness in my own family... CHUWAEHHH!!!
Went off with Li Jun, Kah Seng and Andy... EPIC#2: I TRIPPED OVER THE STEPS WHILE REPLYING SMS...MY PHONE FLEW TO THE GROUND TOO:(
Have a really nice chat withh Andy on the way to bus-stop haha:D more to come...

The day was absolutely fun tho' it's quite tiring:) But ii was a bit upset 'cus ii didnt know that things would turnout this way:( but it's not gonna ruin my happiee sunshine day, Yayyyyyy!!!:D But ii thinkk ii gonna workk more for more moneyyy. Im in a dire straits... , money is the cause of it. sometimes ii justt feel quite sad that ii wasn't able to get one or a few things that ii wanna own for myself like dance shoes, iTouch, and even those dance classes and the languages ii wanna take): im really envious of others for all the things they have...

Those kinda thoughts will just came into my mind, ii just dont know why and why am ii so envious of other people... They can have such a warm family, they can have family gathering or even such a simple family dinner, they dont have to workk and worry for their bills, sch fees, own allowance and transportation fees, they can go out with their friends or bf w/o worrying no money or even work. Ookkiess, SLAPP EUU MAG, STOP EMO-ing!!! Im gonna GET ALIVE & stop doing suchh stupid thinking!!!

Haha:D okay so im gonna chiong work to earn extra allowance for myself...

To BLOMBLOMBLOM(B cube) Dance Crew: IM SO GONNA MISS DANCING WITH EUU GUYS IN THE MOONLIGHT!!! ))':

Cheerios♥,

happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

:'(

2010-04-05T04:21:00.002+08:00

This day, MagMag is exhausted, tired, sick of all those stupid crap of an immature person.

Do euu know how muchh ii have done for euu? Aren't euu grateful for having a roof on top of urr head? Ii had enough, enough of euu!!! euu dont deserve how gd im treating euu, euu just don't. How many times do ii had to suffer more justt for euu? How many times cann ii cover your ass? Can euu justt thinkk? Ii really going to breakdown because of euu, do euu know? Do euu know how mchh dad and mum dotes on euu thatt even im so envious of euu even euu never fail to make them worry?Since young till now, the only person who dotes on miee is GRANDMUMMY though she dotes kor even more, but im just elated to feel love from her. Im feeling really unappreciated, ii feel nothing in this home. Im just nothing, nothing.

Ii always had nightmares, afraid that the history repeats itself since ii was very young till now. Fear gripped miee, misery filled miee, happiness abandon miee...life was nvr easy. No one was there when im so sick, ii was all alone, fighting the sickness; wobbly legs, hot forehead, vomiting. Haha ii bet mum and dad dont even know ii have gastritics. But euu dont even appreciate.

Maggie 林慧玲 IS DEAD... ...

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

IM A BUMBLE BEE!!!=(((

2010-03-14T02:15:00.000+08:00

안녕하세요!!! 매기는 여기에!!! ^ ^)

Im really really suffocated by my packed schedules recently:( but im happy whenever there's food(s) to cheer miee up^ ^(V) haha:D been bz always so it's no exception for this holidays too:((( Sigh~

But during this holiday, ii manage to cook a spaghetti for myself... Yippeeeeeeee!!!(V)

haha tempting right? But hardly, got the time to enjoy a moment like this:( im down with Danzation meeting, trainings, 3DO stuffs and workk...

Just went to sch @ 830am (for tending the registration booth) by cab:X super broke liao!!! --> went to do the designs of the Danzation stuff --> went to Jp then see groups of NRA ppl competition. Congratz to them yo, they all successfully went into the semi-final.

ii gonna update more on my life soon:) Hwaiting!!!

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

im back le woohoo~

2010-02-24T01:47:00.005+08:00

Finally, exams' over:) Hip Hip Hurray!!!

Quite afraid that ii will fail my exam tho', only started studying from 12am till before the exam starts (9am). Like a super tired.

Even for chinese new year, ii didnt really go celebrate.

2nd day of New year, went to have dinner @ FIsh&Co with my bro 1st time siakk=)

My Seafood Platter:D

he took for miee:)

A Candid shot, my funnehh Bro!!!

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

Sickkk:\

2010-02-10T12:09:00.002+08:00

Haylooooooos people!!! :)

This week had been a very busy week for miee, OOP assignment, UID demo, OOP walk-thru test..etc. After hand in the OOP assignment, im more relieved...(taihen desuka) Because of too overwork, ii had fallen sick... Fever of 39.0 degree that kept my head spinning, flu, Sorethroat... so didnt went to sch today... :\ ii can't really sleep well last night b'cus of the fever...

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SIcked Girl:\ (mag'#08)

The bus har~ sigh...

2010-01-26T23:28:00.003+08:00

Haha back to blog agn:)

ii didn't when for S&W for my tardiness, sigh~ then ii was rushing down to sch for CATS presentation, but bus 154 made miee waited for 1hr... then ii went flustered fearing that ii will be dragging the whole grp down if ii really missed it. Then boarded the bus and it was so fully-packed and single-decked... Im not pissed but just very worried for CATS, but thanks god my group was the last grp to present. Teehee^ ^) so still quite fine for miee, everything went smoothly. The only thing i'd to worry now was S&W.

Then everything as usual on tues... today NF was cancelled as Mr Chee has meeting going on, so our class was feeling quite gay. Haha:D But Mr Chee will decide again tmrr whether the lesson will be pushed back to Fri for this week as the original time-table... SO ANTICIPATE... XD

ii think Today was the only day that ii really went home early 4 plus bahh... quite amazing but there's project for miee to rush so no excuse for having a time to skive, & ii usually don't... Teehee^ ^) just sent a feedback to SBS transit hoping that they would improve their services for commuters like us:)))

Here is it:

Hoping tmr will be a special day, assignments & projects can be done & hand in by this sunday:) WOOTS!!!

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

LoCkk it Down now!!! :D

2010-01-24T01:21:00.003+08:00

Slept @ 6am yesterday due to something cropping up:( wake up le, groom myself and ate sth before im gonna go to help out @ dad's shop. Much more later, went to Locking workshop. It was really very fun & Im lovin' it:)

Sometimes ii really dont understand myself... dancing for more than 6 years le, im still frighten every time when im gonna dance infront of the people(s). Ii dont understand why ii had such a weird eating habit, weird sleeping timing and so forth...

Whenever ii feel low, ii will dance. Whenever im happy, ii will dance too. Whenever ii feel abandoned or lonely, it had always been dance that gives miee the comfort that ii need, the confidence for my low self-esteem, stopping the excruciating pain that i'd gone through and blow my troubles away like the wind...

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

Busy days before Sch holiday's arrival :|

2010-01-23T02:21:00.004+08:00

Im gonna get back to my used-to-be hair length, go for rebonding & color:)) YAYYY!!! ♥

Im back for posting:) (Y)

Recently, it's gotta be super duper busy for miee for the upcoming weeks before sch holidays arrive. Haha im always busy and yea'? Im down with projects(UID, CATS), assignments(OOP, EIS), im hoping that they will end faster.

Went for swimming make-up lesson today:) Im joining the Friday's S&W- (the super hyper and interesting class). Indeed ii really learn a lot in this lesson, and ya last week too. The coach taught miee a lot, ii will be thanking him here, hoping if there's a chance to learn from him agn:( And not forgotten a new friend who taught miee some of the techniques too:) and sorry that ii cant rmb the name Oops:X

Gone to work @ Hoshi around 6, yea' quite busy. Sammi permed her hair and when the moment ii saw it, ii thot my eyes are playing some tricks on miee. HAHA:D Even tho' ii quit there but ii still went to help them out when im available as they're really short-handed.

JANUARY --> the month that ii will be declaring bankrupt, and im always fear of this month's arrival. Do euu know why?!

Because basically, my LAO DOU's birthday lands on 3rd Jan-->my AUNTIE's bdae on 4th-->my BRO's birthday lands on 11th --> my SIS's bdae on 20th and lastly, --> my SIS's bdae on the 24th. ---THE FAMILY'S BIRTHDAY MTH :\

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

LOCKING...

2010-01-17T00:35:00.002+08:00

Joy back again... haha went for locking class today. it was tremendously fun:) it cheers miee up ^ ^) Im gonna thanks Steffi for her favour here, if not for her, ii think ii would be missin' out such a great workshop that really let miee have a time to relax myself...

Ii dont know why... why ii dont really feels like it's my domicile. Ii still cant forget abt the past that left a shadow in miee for years that ii didn't want it to be mentioned. Envious that is, that's always happening to miee. ii wish that my life will be occupied with locking that could help miee to become a greater person with the cheerful miee...

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SillY girl(mag'#08)

Let's FLASH SUCCESSFULLY tmr!!!:D

2010-01-09T01:54:00.004+08:00

~April: haha yea' like a SoO Long :D SinYee nvrr meet miee yet:( im Super SAD:D haha

Hi world:D im back! like seriously update my blog once in a blue moon... haha My schedule are always fully-packed. this week is a super hectic week. I'd been practicing for the flashmob performances since Last week. The performances are for the open-house on thurs, fri and sat. In addition, I'd work on too. Working @ Hoshi for a day; helping out as they down-crew. I ♥ the way us were preparing & practising hard for the performance... let's JY tgt TMR!!!haha:D

let's go FLASHY...

Reminiscing the times when we were that close as if there's nothing ... Nothing can affect us.♥

Thinking about the times when we had joy & fun even tho' circumstances didn't allow us to...♥

Recalling the moments of our heart-to-heart talks when we waited... for our bus♥

Sadly, the moments stopped...

All there's left was the emptiness in miee,

Other happiness euu pursue,

Awkwardness between us

Hammer-like raindrops fell on miee, tears were coalesced with the rain...

Can things get back to the beginning???

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

My Last day there...='(

2009-12-28T03:25:00.005+08:00

Im sad. Im very sad. Im really very very sad but im seriously really very very very very sad='(

Ii don't seem to be happy even tho' i'd left the place that makes miee feel so Hurt. Ii seem to be falling into the abyss of sorrow, ii know ii shld be as cheerful as ii used to be, BUT I SIMPLY CAN'T. Mother Superior, ev'rything seems so stark now, please take miee out to the Happy Island and comfort miee so ii can feel no hurt and no pain in miee...

Left. Maybe my mood greatly affected during my last day. They just ain't happy. One don't wanna ans miee, pls tell miee what's wrong... i really had no idea whether ___'s angry. One just kept smiling @ miee but ii got sth bad in return, how scary can a person be!

Ii wanna thanks ev'ryone there who had guide miee thru when im there. Great THANK-YOUUUSSSSSS^_~

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MagaJoy'#08 with tears

II need some happy pills, CAN II='( ???

2009-12-08T02:14:00.005+08:00

Ah Teng: Okay, haha. II miss euu lotsa too^_~

Chin hoe: Hehe=) HighLow!!!

Life is fugacious, please give miee some happy pills!!! I'd quit my favourite Volleyball tho' ii cant really bear to='| Ii stilll and will always love Vball as much as Ii always did.

Im gonna quit my job in Hoshi and get another job, im serious abt it. Probably a new environment will suit miee better, from then on, all those unhappy memories will be erased and only the good ones remains. Ii should have quit Hoshi even earlier when CS & KB left Hoshi, so that my memories will be that just happy moments that i'd spent in there. Ii really regretted. Though those memories are fugacious but ii will always remember them vividly. Hopefully, quitting within this year or like next year JAN.

Went to my mum's domicile today and get the pant i'd ordered. Then went out with MAE to search for my working shoes, 'cus my shoes are like 3 YEARS OLD=.=!!! it was torn until... haha

Famished--> Long John Silvers --> ... ... went back to mum's hse and have a haircut for her ^_6

Hope she like the bangs=]

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

That's all for today=)

2009-12-05T04:15:00.005+08:00

Firstly, ii wanna wish Hui Teng & Shu Yi a happy 18th Birthdayyyyyyyy!!! ^_~

Best Actress Award: MagMag^_6

Buddies #0683

Do we look like elephants lifting up logs? LOL

Haha finally done with the UID suffocating project. YAyy!!!

Alright today went for the swimming make-up lesson without havin' a swim due to the bad weather. Much more later, ii got home and then went to meet my Kimmiee buddy as we plan to study tgt.

In the end, we like cam-whore more than we study... By coincidence, maryann, SL they all were there too. =) okay ii seriously love SHAKER FRIES, but in general ii just cant refrain myself not to eat. Haha, ii wanna wait for my hair to grow back like my past-time, get it rebond and have a straight bangs. Thumbs up for that^ ^

Buddy Ju then met us after her training, haha=) cam-whore agn. Im super lazy to update those pics in my post so it can be seen in my facebook. Teehee^.^

The day starts with sadness and low-mood & it ended with a smile=)

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

Im so StresSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS...

2009-12-04T11:58:00.005+08:00

Sorry for only be able to update now=\

To Alina: haha okay:) ii will update euu now.

To Daren: Highlow!!!!!=)

Im soO... busy recently, i'd missed my CCA(s) for those suffocating projects. That's life, uhh? Im hoping that after the submission for UID, ev'rything will get back on the right track. Im a burden to my group members, sorry, im seriously like a dumbass. Ahaha~ but they always communicate in malay and ii couldn't understand it @ all=\ (sigh)

Having Sports-&-Wellness make-up lesson later @ 3-5pm, don't know whether can swim in such a weather. HAHA~ ii thinkk ii wont be going to the jazz class tonight, 'cus ii need to study, 'cus ii thinkk ii can barely pass my common tests if ii don't. Ii wanna shout it out loud:" PLEASE MAKE MIEE A CHEERFUL GIRL LIKE BEFORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

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Stress MagMag =|

Fruitful week...

2009-11-27T00:07:00.004+08:00

Finally got a day of rest tmr, the best thing about today was that im not late for sch, yea'!!!

Yayy!!! Finally i'd finished my cats red-dot field trip assignment and UID wksheet, thus i am only able to post now. BUT UPCOMING, is the UID's project. DAMN STRESSED.

MOnday, NRA training, taught by Bao Wen, this is the first time he taught us, if im not wrong.

the training was quite tough but ii managed to finish it. Awesome, MAG!!! tho' it's tough but i'd learnt quite a lot thru his teaching. BRAVO ^ ^)

well, this week tues and thurs vball training was cancelled so ii went out with Sammi and Nandez on tues, it's a super happy day for miee!!!!!! haha we met @ jp then we went to shop for Nandez's belt, much later we head on for Dinner, AND IT'S A BUFFET DINNER!!! WOOHOO~ IN ZHOU'S GOURMET KITCHEN. Their desserts damn nice larhhs, ii really had a sumptuous meal, damn SHIOK ARHH... we went to watch movie: 2012, it's just simply worth the tickets. Haha, indeed a great day for miee... the movie starts on 10.15pm then ends @ ard 1am. The only solution to get miee home was by CAB, Nandez and Sam then brought miee home first.

Ii really thanks NANDEZ & SAM, they simply makes my day.

Dont know when ii would be able to get my lappy for repair, hopefully, tmr" hari raya haji" Funan wont be closed.

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

My dancing DNA~

2009-11-24T01:41:00.003+08:00

Well today training was really tough but ii manage to endure... yea' to my goal. I cant imagine myself w/o music. ii just felt so upset 'bout myself sometimes, like ii just cant do well in everything, even my favourite Dancing, neither of them regardless it's study, volleyball, work or enjoying my own life... Im in a dilemma, should ii just quit volleyball and focus on my dance and work. OR should ii just leave it like this. ii wanna quit hoshi & starts afresh in other workplace, ii wanna quit volleyball to work to get more money but ii just cant bear to leave my fellow volleyballers.

Im such a loser, am ii? What should ii do???

w/o dancing, ii am better-off dead, w/o volleyball, ii will not be as happy as im supposed to be now. Well, to add, im just a nobody, everywhere ii go, it would just be miee. Ii cannot quit my goal, my dream as a dancer, ii cant stop half-way thru, 'cus ii will not be able to take it if dancing were taken out of my life. Then, ii would really end up as nothing.

The only thing that will be able to help building up my Confidence is Dance,my DNA made my passion for dancing grewwwwwww deeper. The only thing that can interpret my feelings is DANCE, the one that help miee relieve myself, making miee feel better is still DANCE and ii can only confide and trust DANCE.

DANCE IS VERY IMPORTANT TO MIEEEEE!!!

TO ACHIEVE MY GOAL AS A GREAT DANCER, CHOREOGRAPHER & DANCER('s) criteria:

brush up and master my fundamentals very well.
improve my stamina.
boost my memory so that i can remember those steps and its details.
practice, practice & practice...
cure the corn on my foot first.

This is bravoooooo!!!

I can read it , can You?

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mni d deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

Recent Happenings

2009-11-21T01:52:00.002+08:00

Hello World!!!

Im always like bz to update my blog so i am kinda sorry that my blog was sometimes on & off.

ahaha~

Well, work again... well today there's Angela's live singing & signing ... @ IMM Garden plaza, she's my idol too^ 6) Quite happy tho' but ii dont have the funds to chase after my idol. SOBS...

just went for NRA dinner celebration on FRI, quite fun. I am like a hungry ghost, 2 plates of food in total, Im gonna turn fat soon=|

Im damn broke recently=/ the worst of the worst was: My laptop touchpad & wireless NIC card are having problems, Im tryin' to send my lappy for servicing asap. My life was as usual; pre-occupied by school, CCA(s) & work, not a time for rest(sigh).

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Stressed girl=|(mag'#08)

JAM HSIAO ^-^

2009-11-09T01:49:00.005+08:00

Helloo, WOrld!!! i'll be updating my life for Sat & today here^ ^)

Feelin' unwell for these two days, havin' dry-cough and flu is fine, but im havin' diarrhea ytd, so like went to the loo like twice or thrice during work, probably b'cus of the cold weather recently.

Damned Shagged! =| 'cus it was bz ytd and Jam Hsiao was there @ IMM, my fave idol. HAHA but ii wasn't able to support him 'cus ii was place under the front station but not the back station & ii hadnt had enuff money to bought his newest album so SAD, II was super duper SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!

And this colleague of mine, bully miee and when ii was trying to hit him, this fellow shunned. There goes the bruise on my hand that hit the wooden table, SOBS.

But thks to my kor for the sumptuous SUPPER, that makes my day!!! YAYY!!!

ABOUT SUNDAY

Today 'bout evening sth is wrong with my stomach, w/o having dinner, ii started off my work. Yea' , then hold on until 9 plus and went to the toilet and vomited out. Eww... Then ii was to clean & wash those SHOYU. This MISTER ICE wear the teppanyaki chef hat, ii told Jacq that someone wear that to act like one YAN-DAO & Jacq say weird weird de. AHA~ his GF says that too. He wanna place the hat on my head, ii shoo my head but ended with a BARUKU on my forehead that bang so hard "paahhhh" against the wooden edge of the table.

After work, my sweet BUDDY came to send miee home... Woahh~ haha we took lotsa photos...

(PG) some violent scenes!

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

LOVESSS...

2009-10-27T11:21:00.004+08:00

Terence and his funny expression=.=!!!

Miee and J'Taime

Haha finally got my mobile broadband thus was able to surf the net from then on.

Starting with updating my life for yesterday, 05/11. I was late in the morning 'cus ii rmb wrongly that the class starts @ 10 but in exact it starts @ 9am. Then in the late evening, it was raining very heavily ytd thus J'taime, Terence & miee went to Cine, a lot of funny things happen. Then we have the Ayam Penyet from the lucky plaza and went to Far East haha. ^ ^ Really fun outing with them. At the end of the day, ii succeeded taking out my hair extension, WOOHOO~

Then today, went to sch late agn, but today is b'cus ii went back to slp after the alarm rang... aha~ ii deserve it. After lessons, ii have to thanks Angela for guiding miee the OOP. We were very tired @ the end of sch, but sadly ii had to went for work despite the TIREDNESS. Arghhh!!! But today not that bz aha but still tired tho'

The funniest part of the day is: ii suggested Jacq & miee to draw lots to see who do which tasks. But we both got the tasks we like aha~ so it was thumbs-up for us.

Jam Hsiao will be comin' to IMM Garden plaza TMR @ 7PM!!! LOVESS... MY IDOL!!! but im workin'... sobs...

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

MY LIFE...

2009-09-01T15:44:00.008+08:00

Wow like a tired sia... after the ICT society camp then went to my friend chalet=)Fun but tiring.

Mornin' outta with Kim BUddiee woots^ ^ We gonna make contact lens tgt, it was rainin' cats and dogs. haha;D This time round she was late V. Ohh man, then the person in the spectacles shop was so lame that we felt very chilled but laugh like hell. She don't seem to trust miee that the contact lens can buy a pair of different degrees so she kept asking miee, but now she knows that im not kiddin' with her. Hehe=P

After that we went for food hunting, up and down the escalators then we kept taking photos. At the end, we went for LJS. The person ii can take photos very comfortable with, 50+, the no.(s) of photos we took.

My swollen eyes=X

Now, going to my volleyball training, THEN saw Janine, then PHOTOS again...

Look at her new hairstyle^ ^ Stylo Milo...

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

Life gettin' harder...

2009-09-01T15:29:00.000+08:00

Ha=) HELLOS PEOPLE!

FEAR-> False Evidence Appealing Real.

Things took a drastic change and recently I got to know what’s going on. Ii felt like I am like a fool, yea’? I am the last one to know, I’ve been treated like a fool. Probably I am making a fool out of myself, AFTER THIS WHOLE INCIDENT and I’ve learnt sth from there , that is stop being naïve and trust anyone EVEN THE ONE WHO YOU THOT IS TRUSTWORTHY. WHY?!?! Never gonna trust this kinda of stupid things ANYMORE!!! YEAHH, bouncing back on tracks.

OHH HAHAS the great thing is I went for the ICT SOCIETY CAMP & after that to my ex-colleague’s chalet. FUN, that was it! Woots, ohh man!!! Yeahh, CCA(s) resumed this week=D Super Duper Happy!

SIGNIN’ OFF,

Idiocy Queen Mag #08 Lyfe.

updating...

2009-08-13T16:13:00.003+08:00

Yo, FINALLY... posting a post for my blog^ ^ Currently, Life is like Roller-Coaster ride for miee. Things just came into my life without miee realising it coming. How wonderful is it if I were to be a dandelion, spreading the joy to the people surrounding miee and blow by the wind.

I'm looking forward to my Holidays then ii would be able to work as much as ii could to save at leastt some money for the rainy days. Lotsa things happen recently that ii wasnt able to react well enough. There are tests coming soon, my idea was that if ii really fail my module for fsp or fail badly for other modules , ii think ii would think of changing course. Lols.

Went to eat Buffet dinner with my colleagues @ HOSHI ytd. LIKE A DAMNED FULL lolxx.

Okay, let the pictures speak...

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

Recent updates...

2009-06-16T13:13:00.031+08:00

Replys:
Kim: Sorry larhhs, I wasn’t connected to the internet these few days w/o goin’ to sch, euu know there’s no internet connection in my hse mahh.=)

LMT: Ohh haha, ^ ^ T.Y.V.M

HELLO(s) Long time no update le. Here's the recent happenings.Let the photos speak...

OMG!!! Awkward scene and happenings.

2009-06-03T00:41:00.006+08:00

Replys:
Kimmiee Buddiee: Oops=X hahaha euu are not forgotten, ii accidentally miss out when iim changing my blog html'=)

Well, ii ate a lot today since the mornin'. Ii drank one big pack of HL milk, eat "CHOMP" Egg sandwich, a pack of Caramel Corn, then Bee Bee snacks, 2 mentos sweets, one fruitips, yong tau foo laksa, F&N Grape & 3 Subway Cookies. OMG!!! IM GONNA BE FATTER even tho' im already OW by 1-3 kg now.
Euu know what? Ii began to go toilet twice today @ night to clear my systems and when ii get backk home, I fart and fart subsequently every 2 Minutes like a FARTING MACHINE, polluting the air. Until now, I still cant stop, furthermore, it's loud and have unpleasant smell.
I CANT EVEN STAND IT MYSELF! (Sigh~)

Wow, it was like a roller coaster ride for miee for these past 17 years and 5 mths of my life. Well, IS test was over and the upcoming common testt will be arriving soon, next week...

Yippiee!!! Tmr NRA... Woots im always looking forward to NRA practice... before ii continue typing word of recent happenings, let the picture give euu some idea of the happenings.

--------------------------Photos Gallivanting--------------------------

Bue bu, miee & Angela, we went to Hazimah's hse to do the "illegal activity" project.

Stilll us, Cam-whore=)

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Photos taken after Work...

Jeremy, Super Duper lame King in hoshi.

He's one of the Teppan Chef=)
(strangle him) look @ his funny face.

aha~ taking photo w Philip,our assistant manager=] he's the spongebob ii've always been calling.

his facial expression is funny, look...
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This photo taken w Angela last,last week when we're doing our COS project @ OurSpace

She look very photogenic=)

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Lastly to add, ii miss 'em,MY MAD BUDDIES=) Haha, without euu guys, my life will be incomplete and meaningless=D

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Awkward and CrazZiee gurl(mag'#08)

pissed

2009-05-25T16:18:00.000+08:00

I don’t care whatever excuses euu gonna give miee, ‘cus seriously ii felt so disappointed in euu! It’s had always been like this and euu just continue what euu are doin’… What euu did are hurtin’ ev’ryone else and euu just simply don’t appreciate our kindness and euu’re just takin’ things for granted. I’ve given euu chance, euu just don’t seize it or it’s just that it’s not important to euu at all that euu don’t EVEN care! Not a word more.
-To someone who need some self-reflection
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Frustrated girl, PISSED:( (mag'#08)

DANCE...

2009-05-21T17:27:00.005+08:00

Reply(s):
Doreen:(lalala=D hellos)
Kim Fang:(Kim fang euu type wrongly...not maggie is kim,haha~, no, ii nvrr receive the notice.)

Recently, there's a lot of projects and assignments to rushh by these week but some have to hand in latest by next mon, so stressed=(( Ii need DANCE. DANCE IS AMAZING!

Ii wanna DANCE, DANCE, DANCE. ii love DANCE! Ii's my life. I'm crazy!

"Dance like nobody's watchin', Dance like there's no tomorrow"

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Troubled gurlziee(mag'#08)

Congrats to...

2009-05-17T03:55:00.001+08:00

Congrats to my sis, she had got into e NRA too=)

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

hahas photos taken;)

2009-05-15T22:37:00.003+08:00

Hahas ya=) forgotten to post this pic on too;X

these two bracelets are made for Gigs Crew but currently only Jacqueline & I have it.

We were all Smiley=)

Smiles are gift we give to each another ev'ryday. Smiles are great, smiles make wonders. The magic of smile is beyond what we can expect. The girl had a very natural blissful smile which ii dont have when im young, in fact ii was quite envious. For most of the time when im youngg, ii din really smile a lot, 'cus ii willl reallyy hide in the dark room and whimper.

Ii really do feel overjoyed for gettin' into NRA, but things justt dontt seem thatt easy... Probably ev'rything will be gone like a smoke.

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Sadd gurlziee(mag'#08)

hahas forgotten

2009-05-14T21:48:00.007+08:00

Ohh ya these are e pics that ii taken... but forgotten to post it up...

REPLYS:

Doreen:hahas ya thanks will linked ya soon...

Kim Budd: wa lao aehh hahas hope to cya soon:)

STAY TUNED>>>

Those feb, march & April babies
Yum... Yumm look @ e cake...

wow... so tempting... =D

Before lightin' the candles.

Ha Eve found this funny thing amongst the bush in our campus & ii took it down... GROSS...

My favourite YAMI YOGHURT... Grape flavour

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

Summarising...

2009-05-11T13:50:00.003+08:00

Hellos people:) just to update my life... for these past few days...
Hahahas in sch, ii sort of cant catch up like CM, COS… too complex and profound to be understood by me. Despite my friends had explain the whole thing To me, it is still a puzzle to me.

I went to the volleyball trainin’ ytd, quite fun… there’s wan li, jun kai, Kimberly, Bolin… ya then saw my pri sch friend, shu yi. Following by, seeing Mark & Chee leng @ the court. It was great for miee, ‘cus it had been such a long time ever since ii went for a run. In conclusion, it’s COOL~.
After trainin’, we were on our way to the hawker centre. Then, Kimberly went home. The three of us then went to ‘makan’ ‘cus we were famished then. We sat and chat all along, Jun Kai had a quiz for miee… the result is: I’ve no EQ. aha~ =.= Thankk euu, Bolin, for walkin’ w miee to the bus-stop.

14th May’09
Hahas, went to polyclinic to see a doctor today in the mornin’ then went to sch tho’ ii was given 2 days MC but came back for the project thinggiee. After school went to VB trainin’…
The day end with: fun, sick & tirin’=)
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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

As life goes on...

2009-05-10T16:01:00.002+08:00

Hahas damnshag...I was @ MAC @ 12am on oe of the day in this week. I wanna do my hw but then about 2a.m. After one thunder strikes, boom... Mac blacked out...

waiting... waiting... as times goes by...

Finally! @ about 430am, e electricity & e wireless connection recovered.

Outside, it was raining cats & dogs.

Damn Stressed! =( I really hw. I hate studying:(

10th May 09
im workin' right now. Very nervous until diarrhoea. Ii thot ii wasnt in for the NRA thenn my name was on the list, the last one. What a big scare. My hand was scalded ytd & ii was still in pain...Today is Mother day, so hereby ii wish all the mother in th world
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

Updates

2009-04-30T13:38:00.006+08:00

Hahas Im here to post:)

Replys:
-Chin Hoe:) : hahahahas finally tagged miee.

-DorEeN: euu spelt my name wrongly is Maggie pls end with an E or else ii will be the maggi that euu guys stack @ home aha~ & really? I still cantt get used to my new haircut hahas:D Do give miee urr blog link if euu've a blog okays?

Hahas updatin' ppl w my life right now... Im bz w my sch & work all this while so do forgive miee for not updating my blog for so long... hehehe Now Im gonna post all those pics taken on the DANCE4FUND performance day... which is the day I had my gastric pains too. hahas... let's watch...

Berenice( Miss Glam) & DEVILS " Ultimate Sacrifice", Jun Kai

Li Jun & Jess

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)

DANCE4FUND!!!

2009-04-23T16:31:00.002+08:00

Today was e day for e Dance4fund performance & my feeling now is Nervous... B'cus im havin' gastric pain & unsure aboutt how well im gonna do for it, but hopefully it would be a success.

For how im doin' in my schh, that'll be thatt ii got to know a lot of new friends. Im always jokin' w my classmates & ya... so actually im doin quite fine yeah~?

Waitin' for e performance to be up so0n so that can ease my nervous DNA...

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Nervous gurlziee(mag'#08)

To Summarise my Happenings for these few mths

2009-04-20T18:13:00.009+08:00

Hi Ev'rybody visitin' my site...
Long time no updates, almost to a D-E-A-D bloggiee
Alr, no dilly-dally now gonna update my blog w my doings for these past few mths thatt i've spent Fruitfully no matter in workk or ......

My life nvr stops... It always involved w work & ii gotto knoww a lots good friends frmm Hoshi

Then to 3DO camp for e Sch of Infocomm Tech, getto knoww DEVILS members and Some seniors. It was an eye-opener for miee.

NOw let's loOk @ e HapPeninGs...

Stupid Mandy shoot Dummiee Maggie:)

Tebasaki (mid-wing chick) frm my workplace; HOSHI

What a big spread! my sis & ii have buffet tgt @ my workplace then euu knoww what?
My sis just eat a lil' bit & most of e food on this table was finished up by miee, so conclusion:
Bravo, mag! Euu've gained 30 kcal... aha~ endin': I cantt even walkk out of e restaurant properly, my stomachh are too full & heavy...

This was taken on e day she accompany miee to dental @ Clementi on CNY
MIee and my sis

On our way to Vivo aftrr my hair " D-R-O-P-P-E-D"

NO... no no kiss frmm PIG! Oops ii b'lieve she'll strangle miee when she saw this...

Taken on e 13th of Apr where 3DO have ourr outin' @ plaza sing.

What we do: went to play L4D, watch e confessions of a shopaholics then arcade...

Mirror Crackk b'cus of us=)

My dad, don't know whatt he's doin'...

We met up @ nite & bought these sleeveless tgt but she got e blue color.

Slow-poke finally met upp=)

MIrror crack again...=) Before my hair dropped.. AHA~

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happiEe smileyY gurlziee(mag'#08)